When you realize that your family is your home, you will never again feel alone.
Lately, it seems like the entire world is participating in straightening me out, and getting me to realize that I have a lot going for me. Im not sure what I did to deserve it, but at the moment when I needed it most, everyone I loved managed to dig deep into my heart and pull out every once of good they could find in me. I am so gateful, but at the same time I don’t really understand it. I get way too much credit… I am like nobody else, but at the same time I have a piece of everyone I love inside of me. I wouldnt be who I am today without them. I was sitting here today thinking about all my flaws, and how selfish I really am for taking all the credit for who I have become. And more then that, how stupid I have been for not letting those people who have impacted my life know how much I really appreciate them. It’s like I wrote an amazing essay, but forgot to sight my sources! In reality, I owe every ounce of good in my body to someone else.
This is the first of many posts to come for “My Living, Breathing Will,” because to everyone who has believed in me, I owe a breath.
Im going to use this page to make sure the ones I love know how much they mean to me, and how much they have impacted my life. Because, I have no intention of leaving this earth a selfish being.
My family has created a blog, The Cedars, so that us misfits can keep in touch while we are scattered around the world. ❤ Enjoy.