I Refuse To Call It, “Coincidence.”


This little butterfly and I have been on a mission to learn how to fly since I arrived to Oz. I’ve never met a child quite determined actually — she truly believes that she can. She must be flying all over the place while she sleeps. In the morning we do “I am” affirmations and every single time I say one for her to repeat, like “I am loved,” she just says back, ” I am a butterfly..” For real life — it’s greatness in its purity. 

Anyway, Christmas is coming up, and I literally spoke out loud to her mama, “I want to manifest the greatest pair of butterfly wings for [her] for Christmas.” I amazoned it, and etsy’ed it, and googled it – but didn’t find anything quite right. 

The other day we passed by a store that had some – they weren’t great but they were at least small enough to fit her well. I told myself that if I couldn’t find anything better I would return there to get them. 

Today, I watched a movie about magical butterflies with Butterfly girl and her sister, Princess Charlie. During the movie, I taught them how to do “butterfly kisses” with eyelashes — like my mother did with me as a child. It was a butterfly filled day, needless to say. 

After the movie ended, I told Nic (mama) that I was going to go to the shop to get the wings because I really felt she needed a pair. 

An hour later, I hear a lady talking to Nic at the door — I couldn’t quite make out what she was saying. 

A few minutes pass and Nic comes up and knocks at my door saying, 

“I think you just manifested these..”

A neighbor had noticed that there were younger girls living here and came by to see if the girls wanted some butterfly wings that she had bought for her daughters who have now grown out of them. There were two pairs — one purple (Charlie’s favorite color) and one red (Butterfly Girls favorite color) — and they were beautiful! 

I have literally just been laughing and smiling about this for the past hour and I had to share! 

What is life?! 😂

It’s one big and beautiful unraveling manifestation, that’s what it is. 
Make sure you recognize this shit in your life.

 Seriously  
We are super creators — 

it’s important we don’t forget that.  

Love, Z

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WATER PROTECTORS

Since I was a little girl, my favorite thing to do was to take a boat out into the middle of the waters. I felt safe there. At home there — a sea creature at heart. 
My very first awakening was with the water element. It was the very first truth I really saw clearly.
Yes, of course — clean, living water — She is life! 
So sacred. 

So perfect. 
I’ve forever been that girl who carried around a glass bottle that was covered in affirmative stickers and filled with spring water. 

Anyone who knows me well, knows how serious I am about it. You will surely find me holding water to my heart, saying repeatedly “thank you, thank you, thank you..” 
I’ve done so much research on water — digging deep into the real, pure and perfect magic of Her existence.. 

How She holds memory and vibration. 

How She transforms. 

How She flows. 
She is, hands down and clothes off,

the greatest medicine on this planet.
And we, for generations and generations, have been poisoning Her essence and faulting Her perfection. 
Unconsciously and consciously (fuckers), we have slowly, and more rapidly now, been stripping the life out of the very thing that gives us our own. 

What fools we have been, to think, even for a moment, that we are more worthy than Her. 

What destruction we have caused on our own humanity — our own vitality. 
For what?
She cries now. I hear it so loudly. 

My heart aches deeply with her. 
NO MORE!! 
“I love you so much. 

I’m sorry. 

Please forgive us..”
I declare myself a protector of the waters —

I am so beyond clear about that statement.  
I’ve never felt such a fight in me before. 
May the generations to come enter 

a world of clean water and blue oceans.

May they look up in gratitude to their ancestors for listening to the voice of this planet. 
We are being given a chance to transform 

— the time is right now! 
Hear Her ROAR! 

Answer the call. 
Because, let me tell you, my dear. 

She is much more powerful than you or I. 

She is all. 

And She flows on, with or without you. 
Gather around, Water Protectors. 

It’s time to rise — 

ONE WAVE, 

crashing down on the depths of greed. 
Come together, 

my sweet Sirens. 
It’s time to sing the songs of the sea. 

It’s time to change the tide. 
Love, Z (your moon babe) 

Moving for Standing Rock 

Really so beautiful to see that the few people that know about Standing Rock here in Australia are actually taking action. I went to a really gorgeous dance of prayer gathering for Standing Rock the other night that was organized by the man who does all the Ecstatic dance gatherings here. 

Movement has always been my medicine and it felt so good to be given the space to really give all of myself to this incredible calling. 

I moved with the water all night — 
one by one, dancing in the eyes of every militant man, saying with as much truth as I could muster,

“I love you, but you shall not pass..  I understand. I’m sorry. I love you, but you shall not pass..” 

Then, I held the hands and kissed the cheeks of the children, grandparents, mothers, fathers, brothers, and sisters of Standing Rock. 

Stomping my heels into the ground, I let the sounds escape me as both my body and my spirit went on a journey. 

I danced until I felt like I had nothing left. And then, I danced more. 

Feeling the exchange of love between my feet and the earth, myself and the people, my breath and the music. 

Feeling the vibrations of the ones who danced around me – allowing their movements to fuel my own, in return fueling theirs. 

An incredible flow of love. 

Community — 
the fucking phenomenon of community!  What power there is in coming together!! 

I felt so right there with them — 
with the people of Australia who gathered and with the people of Standing Rock. 

I WAS right there. 

We all were. 

Connected and in-tune. 

One massive breath.

I am still there..

In my dreams, 

In my dance,

In my song,

In my prayer 

In my heart, 

In my spirit.. 

In this very moment, I am standing.
 
I, and you, are amidst a beautiful unfolding. 

What a brilliant time to be alive. 

What a brilliant time to transform. 

Cheers to the new. 

Love, Z 

Embrace it 


Don’t forget to stop.
Don’t forget to breathe.
Don’t forget to sit in the beauty that embodies you in every moment.
The world keeps spinning and transformation keeps occurring.
Change and creation never cease to unfold.

We have this magical ability to guide creation and change where we want it to go – we just have to get present to what is. We just have to stand in what we wish to receive RIGHT NOW!

If we aren’t clear about what it is that we desire, then change just shows up, in the chaotic form that it exists within the misalignment of our spiritual, mental, and physical bodies.

As soon as you know what you want, it already exists. 

If you’ve been wishing for harmony, stop wishing, and stand in harmony. See harmony. Embody harmony. 

If you’ve been seeking love, 
stop seeking, and start existing in love. 

Dance with it. 

Flow with it. 

Let it hold you. 

Let your desires, your goals, and your dreams live fully within you. 

No matter how out of reach your truth may seem, if you can see it — if you can feel it and know it — then the possibility already exists fully in the moment.

Everything you ever desired is already right here, right now.

Embrace it 🌻

Love, Z (your saltwater moon babe)

Now vs. Chaos 


The world has a way of dragging you into the chaos doesn’t it? It has a way of making the little things seem like an end all.

Our culture has established a way of being that moves beyond fast – it leaves us in a constant thought of “what’s next?”  

We hardly ever stop to experience what is. 

Getting lost in the motion is an experience in itself – I wouldn’t say it’s a bad thing to feel overwhelmed or confused by the everyday needs of life.
But it is so important to establish techniques of drawing yourself back to what you are here, on this earth, to be. 

I think it’s essential that we maintain the ability to observe the insignificance of our inner voices.
The voices that make you a victim to life – the ones that are constantly telling you it’s not good enough. 

“What you have is not good enough..”

“Who you are is not good enough.”

“The people around you aren’t good enough.”

The voices that tell you that happiness lies in your future.. 

“When you complete that project..”

“When you lose that weight..”

“When you meet the right lover..”

“When you have a better job..”

“When you have a bigger house..”

No, my dear. 

Happiness does not exist in your future.

It simply exists. Right now. 

All you have to do is choose it. 

Bathe in it. 

Let it wrap you up and kiss you gently. 

In this very moment, there is nothing you need. 

You have everything. 

When you go too far into that mind, it seems impossible to access what you love. 

From someone who knows, let me tell you, it’s not. It doesn’t matter how completely lost, or broken, that you feel. 

In just a single moment, in just a single breath, you can transform your whole sense of self. 

Let go of the comforts of chaos and get present to who you are and what you love. 

You know what you love.. Do that! 

Let the voices talk, hear them. And then speak beyond them into your reality. 

Affirm your greatness. 

Take your shoes off, place your feet upon the earth, and let your lungs inflate. Let your eyes see the colors that embody you and surround you. Feel the sensation of the blood pumping through your body. Feel the sun touch your face and the wind tickle your neck. Hear the vibrations of the life that surrounds you. Acknowledge the magic of life. 

Happiness is here and it needs company. 

All are welcome. 

Love, Z (your moon babe) 

Our Freedom

I am clear that I am my own. 
My own word, my own reality, my own truth. 

I am clear that you are yours. 

I am clear that I am nothing without you,

you are nothing without me. 

We do not know ourselves 

until we know each other. 

I cannot see myself

without your reflection. 

I cannot be heard 

without listening to you. 

You are the voice 

that sings in the silence 

You are the answer 

that I needed to find. 

This journey was not 

meant to be had alone. 

I don’t get anything 

unless you have everything. 

My suffering does not end

Until you’re suffering has ended. 

I stand for your freedom. 

Knowing your freedom 

equals my own. 

Love, Z (your moon babe)

Dear Ladies,

Contrary to what we’ve been taught,it’s really alright to feel beautiful. 

It’s really okay to know your greatness. 

In truth, it’s crucial! To thrive, we must exist in acceptance and love. This includes, and starts with, our own self. Our own body and mind and spirit. 

To all the ones who call you self-indulged, 

let them. I say, indulge in yourself. 

Find the fire that burns for who you are. 

Love yourself beyond judgments and recognitions. Love yourself to fulfillment.
Because we don’t know love 

until we’ve loved ourselves. 

And we don’t know beauty 

until we’ve seen it within. 

You are a fabulous human. 

Uniquely beautiful,

A fucking detailed piece of art. 

Embrace that luscious capsule of skin and bones! 

Love yourself all over 🌻
Love, Z (your moon babe)